尊龙凯时·(中国)官方集团

“Though the experts don’t agree with what I say, and the other identity of mine was not born with me, we are still one. He has his own rights, having the same personality as I was born and coming to the world with me. He is not ‘me’, but connects with me tightly in my deep fate.”

Monologue of 18-year-old Xiao Huang

    Maybe you really exist, the other me in the world. You exist at somewhere of the world, just like my life, we don’t see each other only for some reason.

    For your existence, I have a different identity in the world. Having different characteristic, I have done something that common people can not understand. I used to be a good student who loved study and made high score on my classes. Two years ago, you were born in my body, using my body to show “the other” me, “this me” was lonely and lazy; “this me” liked to move alone and spoke less words, he was distant to family and didn’t like to go to school, he was often late and left school early, he was also addicted in the computer games and always stayed in the computer bar that didn’t go home the whole night; “this me” even hit his father and spoke bad words to his teachers; “this me” hurt my parents and teachers’ hearts in the end, teachers required I quit school and announced to give up “this me”. During this time, I tried to control “this me”, but failed, my original characteristics and images had been destroyed by “this me”, even I had been swallowed gradually that I couldn’t control my body to show my original personality. When I hurt another person or did something bad, I had a feeling of incredible happiness.

    All the people said I was different, actually in my mind, they just saw you—the other me in the world; all the people didn’t recognize “the other me in the world”, therefore, my parents sought famous doctors for me, they hoped to use medical ways to evanish you. Finally, your and my body was sent to GuangDong 999 Brain Hospital forcedly. Here, I was diagnosed as “dissociated personality”. Yes, how could the other me exist in the world? Your existence was not allowed and abnormal, so, I need to evanish you. In 999 Brain Hospital, with the medical and mental treatment, you fell back gradually and original me revealed. When I recalled, I realized clearly that you used my body to do such things that should not be done, you hurt my parents’ hearts, lost my all friends and also hurt my teachers, otherwise, you made me “be expelled out of the school”, I couldn’t understand that why you were so different from me though we both made up one body. Here, I entered the group slowly, playing chess and card with other patients, receiving mental consultation and group treatment. Gradually, I beat you and pushed you out of my body completely. Now I learn that your appearance is called “fantasy” and “vagary” in medicine; I showed abnormal characteristics and actions with your identity, which called “dissociated personality”, while I could get rid of you that I “was cured”. When walking out of 999 Brain Hospital, I took a deep breath: it’s a dream that was too real to come back, and I wanted to recover only with the doctors’ and science’ help. Thanks for the people who help me come back!

    【case introduction】

    The patient Xiao Huang is a man of 18, because he had been always active alone, quarried with parents and teachers, broke rules for more than two years, he came to Department of Mental Behavior of GuangDong 999 Brain Hospital accompanied by his parents on October 16, 2010. He was ill without any reason in September, 2009. Main change was lonely in characteristic, he didn’t go on with his classmates, walk alone and spoke less in school. He was distant to his family and didn’t communicate with them when at home. He wasn’t willing to go to school, often was late for school and left early. He was addicted in games on the Internet that he usually went to computer bar at night. He used cellphone for Internet in the class, even cheated money from his parents with the excuse of study and was found by teachers that he didn’t regret. His attitude towards teachers was rude and never followed, he always quarried with teachers, especially to his father, he often required unreasonable and lost his temper when he was not satisfied with. During the illness, his score decrease obviously that was down to the bottom from the top. Even though his parents and teachers persuaded him not to again and again, he was still like that. He was forced to quit school and stayed at home since June, 2010. He had nothing to do at home, even was asked to do personal hygiene. His sent him to the local Mental Hospital twice for treatment, but ineffective. He was diagnosed by 999 Brain Hospital as dissociated personality. They gave him mental, medical and recreational treatment. Now the patient has discharged, the result of the feedback shows that he recovers well, doesn’t have the feeling of fantasy and vagary, his temper is stable and now he has come back to school for normal learning.